my LIFE

The Eve of the Year.

2010-12-31T23:06:00.003+08:00

like any other day, this day would be meaningless without u here.
today is 31/12/2010.
tml would be 1/1/11
i guess i am all alone and i need you now
i know i said its alright go have fun.
but i just need you here with me now.
cant believe im gng to spend it at home doing nth.

sry 1so2 peeps, my eyes wont allow me to have fun. hhaahas go enjoy urselves ba.
hey nd jia you with wadever u are gng thru. u can get thru it de. God bless you!

2010-12-27T03:19:00.000+08:00

sometimes it just hurts to care so much,
to care the wrong way.

2010-12-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

i can only imagine what it would be like.
to not try so hard sometimes
not feel so stressed that what if i dont do well enough.
that why the fuck do i have to try so hard, only if i was just that someone that didnt have to worry about all these.
why
'i cant take it.
i duno why
i cant take it nw
imbreakingapart
realy
why is life so IRONIC
FUCK FUCK FUCK

why do i have to live up the standards of u fucking assholes who go to church every week
im so tired
why do i have to try to be a good christian
cant i speak my mind?
why do i have to be so nice to all u assholes who i think is just acting along with me.
fuck off la
fuck me
fuck all this shit
and nw im just reduced to rambling to myself on this shithole of a blog.
seriously.
what is life?
what are we doing this for?
what the fuck is the meaning of everyhting
analyzing stupid economic details
waht the fuck la
seriously.
shoot me in the head. please.
(x)--(x)

Perfect Photo.

2010-11-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

all my life
i've been trying to make the photo of my life so beautiful.
so vibrant and so full of colours.
but what are all these for.
sometimes i dont really know how all these are impt at all.

Yesterday

2010-11-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

they can take away everything,
but not yesterday.

cherish.

.

2010-10-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

sometimes alcohol doesnt even work. not one bit.

Past | Present | Future

2010-10-18T05:11:00.003+08:00

I'm back :)

have been thinking these few days,
rmb u told me, why am i betting it all on my future?
what if it fails?

haiz all i noe is i can only look to the future,
cos my past hasnt been exactly blissful for me,
and present is a little better, as i now have you.
so im trying so so hard to increase that hope in me,
for that blissful future to come to pass.

really so tired, so hard to find motivation and the drive to push on.

endless tune.

2010-08-07T18:07:00.002+08:00

i thot we'd be fine thru tep without any problems.
even when gerald kept saying tep willl kill us.
but i truly believed that tep would just past us by like any other obstacle.
dear, tep is more like working, but consecutively for 9 weeks, and 18 weeks for me.
im really just so tired.
im pratically crawling back home everyday.
im so afraid of being alone nw.
being alone just makes yesterdays images play thru my head over and over and over again
and it really hurts me to see you like tad.

i wouldnt have imagined today.

2010-07-30T00:13:00.003+08:00

it would mean that you would probably want to meet me,
if you told me u're tired of holding us tgt, i'd want to pull you as close to me as possible,
but sometimes i just cant see things the way you do.
i probably would take the initiative, but i cant be as on the ball as you ar.
i would be. very.
yes, i will.

i really dont know how was hurting you with my words yesterday.
but what you told me last nite, really made me felt like i wasnt making you happy at all,
instead i was jus torturing you, and i couldnt take it.
i jus did noe how to handle tad.

i wouldnt have imagined today.

2010-07-29T00:08:00.001+08:00

im sorry when i cant communicate with you properly.
things just get bottled up inside me.
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2010-07-29T00:07:00.001+08:00

i think i'm just tired of life itself'.

thorns on a whithering flower.

2010-07-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

i really feel like whithering plant.
living only with the drive i have left in me to ppush my self forward every fucking day in my life.
when u tell me what u said just now.
u really made me feel like i was only torturing you.
i cant help it.
mayb i dint deserve you./
i shld even talk abt this here.
right here. right now
i really dont even know why shld i even try.
why shld i even try to push.
im sorry for being who i am
im sorry for being so useless.

fuck it.

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a peek into my mind.

2010-07-10T14:04:00.002+08:00

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12 months of love

2010-05-22T09:35:00.003+08:00

Marathon with dear

Jurong point
The Cathay
Plaza Sing
Orchard central
Novena
Marina Bay
Marina Barrage
Merc cab
home

Footprints in the sand

2010-05-15T11:44:00.002+08:00

when my lowest points of my life,

i noticed that there were only one set of footprints in the sand

so i ask, Lord, why during the times when i needed u most,

you should leave me

then He said, my precious child,

i love you, i will never leave u

during your times of trial and suffering,

when you saw one set of footprints,

it was then i carried you.

baby by Justin bieber

2010-05-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

me singing: dun need no star bucks!

her: i wan to drink starbucksssssssss!

me: -.-

random funny picts. credits to sarah's blog

2010-05-09T00:35:00.002+08:00

FUCK U teacher

fking retard

sry twilight/bella/wadver related fans

rantings

2010-05-08T18:02:00.001+08:00

RARRrhhh!!
CLASSICAL iS boringgggggggggggxzxzxzx

:( :( :(

2010-05-05T00:03:00.001+08:00

dear im sorry im like that.
i dont know whats gng on.
really really tired.

'draw me close', michael w smith

2010-05-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

draw me close to you.
nvr let me go.
you are my desire
help me find a way
bring me back to you

'kissing you', miranda cosgrove

2010-05-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

coz when im kissin u,
my senses come alive

pictures of RANDOM

2010-05-01T02:42:00.003+08:00

okayy this is retarded

i love u dear

but i cant slppppppppppppppppppppppppp

grhhh im tired

the longing.

2010-04-25T01:04:00.002+08:00

Oceans will Part.
,by Hillsong

Oceans will come, Nations rise
at the whisper of your call.
In my life your will be done.

these words strike me like a blade that strikes in my heart.
how i long to be in your presence once again.
Lord. so much i want to say
but i jus dont know how to put them in words.
forgive me Lord.

gng to start work le.
:(
dear look forward to monday k?
den tml wont be so long le.
cos monday can go out !!
hahas

19th april

2010-04-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

tTTTTTTSSSSSSSSSKKKKKKKkkk~
tml starting sch le/ sian

Day 4 that dear went to malaysia

2010-03-17T07:00:00.002+08:00

its finally the day she comes back..
hahas dear i dun get wad u mean by i didnt say anyhting on my blog.
isnt this is saying smthing?
lols
dota'd wif nD again
watched heroes season 3 all night.
mapled awhile.
plants vs zombies.

oh ya during the afternoon i went to see the dentist(braces de)
sian, lower jaw shifted to the extent that i cant wear my retainers anymore.
FUCK
nw i got to spend another $250 for some active component shit.
(another debt when i cant find freaking job)
damn sian. but its coming out from my pocket thouugh
if nt i'lll jus die from my mom nagging at me.

latr i will be gng to visit my grandma
duno wad time though.
guess i'll go meet u first den see how.
miss u to bits.
lol haven't really blogged regularly.
feels kinda weird.

okayy i gng back to heroes or bleach.
cant slp. cant wait to see u. scared i overslp.
dun scold me :p cos i reallly miss u.

end of day 4.
NO MORE DAYS LEFT!!!
she's coming back todayxzxzxzx :) :o :)

Day 3 that dear went to malaysia

2010-03-16T12:54:00.002+08:00

tagg replies:

dear: huh realy ar. :( 1 more day...
RARHHHHHH

day 3.
went to cathay to watch Cop Out with nD and travis..
hahas v retarded but funny.
den played lan for awhile b4 travis went to fetch cheryl from her ipp

DOta'd with nD for like a few hours
and finished the last episode of MissNoGood.
sian, no more le.
lols ended up too tired, slept on the sofa.

i miss u.
update me thru ur blog k?

end of day 3
1 more day to go.

Day 2 that dear went to malaysia.

2010-03-15T04:22:00.003+08:00

tagg replies:

dear: i noee.. i read ur offline msg le..
:(:(:( i went to visit my ahma
siannszzxzxzxx i miss u dear......

its the 2nd day le.
我真的很想你。
你睡了吗？
吃了什么，看了什么？
希望你能玩的多愉快一点。

i really miss u.
haiz sry i wasnt there when u went online..
anw if anyone else other than dear is reading this,
my ahma is currently hospitalized due to complications in the womb.
pray for her k?

hmmm today i mapled alot,
plants vs zombie a little,
ate cup noodles again,
den went to visit my ahma
jus watched an episode of MissNoGood, 不良笑花。
sadds, left 1 more epi den finish le..
anw tml i gng to meet nD and travis,
movie and lan ba.
so i guess i cant be online again.. :(

dear i guess we shld jus use my blog as our medium of communication ba.
more convenient for either of us.
hahas once again looking forward to tues :):)

dear i miss u
end of day 2
2 more days to go.

Day 1 that dear went to malaysia.

2010-03-14T04:21:00.002+08:00

already missing u alot.
not used to nt listening to ur voice every nite
hahas 4am lerrrrr i haven slp..
played plants vs zombies,
dota,
maple (oh ya i jus got the pyramid medal) :):):) .
still deciding should i or shld i not watch miss no good nw.

u shld still be on the bus ba.
reaching soon though.
5 plus reach le rite?
hope it'll be quite fun for u.
more stuff to shop :)

i miss u.
end of day 1.
3 more days left :(:(

nocturnal.

2010-03-09T06:09:00.002+08:00

tagg replies:

handsome: im guessing u're fer. bhb ttm.

yupp its 6:10am in the morn and
i've jus watched the 3rd epi of miss no good.
cant slp.
hahahs eating my butterscotch flavoured gardenia and a cup of warm Milo.
and yes. i miss u dear.

gng to cut my hair tml :)
hope it'll look better.
even if it has to be sharkboy-ish,
i hope it'll be a nicer version of the sharkboy-ish.

rarhh thhxx sarah. finally gng to start work
at CAPELLA. OMGGG. hope its nicee
not much time b4 sch starts

hahas gotta get some slp b4 it gets bright real soon.
pfft. nite ppls (maybe morning)

i miss u but...

2010-02-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

:( :( :(

V. day.

2010-02-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

tagg replies(after like donkey years so sorry):

stacie: hahas sherlocks was nice but avatar was better. nth nice recently though. cos onli watched 14 blades a few days ago. 'ok' rating.

dear: Y u

gerald: ya like im gng to kik ur there soon. lols >>>> l'l

trav: _l_ wad whore face. ASS TUES U SUPPOSED TO GO OUT WIF US. U FORGET???
lols

huda: dun snort. isnt snort like not so halal? lols yup my life may be boring.
but i love it cos of friends like u and not like u(colour). and my Y

first time in 18 years spending it wif my other half :)
hahas might sound funny
jus llaugh if u want to

... planned to rush off to sengkang after my last paper
for our date, intended to fly kites #
lol in the end she turned up in her heels,
and i sort of felt quite wierd gng to kiteflying.
guess we think the way same ba

ended up gng to orchard ion to buy v-day present for her.
hahas ask her if u wanna noe.
nth romantic though if u're expecting smthing).
lol both of us couldnt find EPIcentre.
den use the touch screen diretory.
daamn cool
went on to shopp @somerset 313
and caught a movie at cine, 14 blades.
nt bad if u ask me from a guy's perspective.
a bit wierd though;
cos idk why but always end up watching not-so-couple-movies
during dates like our different monthesary or vday.

tads abt it. exams are over
anyone got high paying part time jobs.
can call me. msg me, email me@ khaylerb_19@hotmail.com
lols i NEED NEED NEED A SUPER HIGH PAYING PART TIME JOB

tads all.
dear i love u.
jia you k?

Je Ne Sais Pas

2010-01-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

i know its irresposible to just say i dont know.
but im really at the edge.
i jus dont know what to do anymore
why did u have to talk abt them with that tone.
its like i dont trust me.
i know u trust me.
but why do u have to use that tone.

i dun wanna quarrel with u
i jus wanna spend our time together smiling and enjoying each others presence.
im really afraid of losing you.
but i don't know what to do anymore.
am i really hurting u so much?

after walking fo dont know God knows how long.
i just reached home.
...
y i didnt call u
is cos i dont know what to say anymore.
shld i say sorry?
if it solves the problem then i would.
i dont understand why sometimes u have to question me like tad.
sry that i have to put this on my blog.
but there's just no way i can tell u this in face
only to hope that u'd read my blog.

i really love u dear
and i hope everything would be like it used to.
i dont us to be like tad anymore.

7 months

2010-01-03T01:04:00.004+08:00

through these 7 months, i have lived my whole live anew,
enjoying moments i have never
and would nver have experienced without u.
really thot that i've grown thru our relationship,
but i guess at the end of the day,
i've just been walking about on the same spot.
not learning anything.
neither have i been able to let u stop crying,
nor have i been able to treat u better.
guess i just dun make the mark.

fun

2009-12-27T23:20:00.003+08:00

tagg replies:

weishan: hahas so u still working nw?
felix still gt events ar.

sarah: christmas jus over, had loads of fun :)
u leh?? hw was ur christmas?

xiiaorong// travis: _l_ wth man. sucker

christmas' flew past us all too fast,
it was like a few days before christmas,
and then nw its alr gng to be new yr.
omg la

so this was my schedule.
23rd dec,
went over to ham's place to meet up wif kokwee
stayed over at ham's place den mahjong whole nite
fun sia.
except for the disgusting bottled vodka
and the scr*wd up jokes kw played on me.

24th dec,
went out wif dear and her bestie, chuqiao wif her bf.
caught Alvin and the chipmunks 2
nt bad leh quite nice,
but as usual, almost the whole movie is abt their singing.
then after sending dear home, went to meet nd and mike for a midnnite movie
LOL they encountered some scary shit.
'wo BU YAO~' ahahahs details go ask them,
i didnt experience it.
den when i reached plaza sing, caught Sherlock Holmes,
daamn nice, if u like mysteries, this is the movie for u
daamn intriguing. the story line is daamn nice.
lol after tad we L4D 2 for the rest of the nite.

so christmas came,
slept till like 6:30 den wake up sia.
den did nth until it was time to fetch dear home from work.

26th dec, the nite, went over to parkway parade.
stupid bus 55, always make the same mistake of overshooting the busstop.
nt 1, nt 2 stops, but all the way to the last stop.
lol den met JC ppl,
Chao, Bee, Chris, Siong, aaron, gan, guo hao, michael, ian and andrew.
nite bike thru east coast, pasirris den changi den back to east coast.
fun sia.
lotsa shit happend. but nite biking really cool.

den today went to fetch dear from work,
wanted to catch a movie cos she ended early,
but all the movie left front row.
WTF la. damn sian
so ended up at k-box instead.
den met nd, trav, mike and yz at ion. lol
sry i couldn't join u alll for s idol.
den had stingray at nd house there
shiok sia
didnt noe beer plus chilli= super spicy
den nw jus reach home.
tired.

dear i really dunno wads ur definition of drinking alot.
i jus dun like u gulping so much down at once.
cos i really think its nt good for ur body.
if u think its really okayy,
den i dun think i'll ever talk abt it again.
cos i dun wanna spoil our moods everytime u drink in my presence.

.Shagged

2009-12-09T00:25:00.004+08:00

i really wonder sometimes why the fuck do i work so hard for.
or am i really working hard
or am i just decieving myself that im working very hard.
i dont knw. im really tired.

FUCK THIS SHIT MAN!
FUCK FUCK FUCK

*disclaimer: i'm not aiming this at anyone.
im just shouting out in my own space.
pls dun dont try to infer anything.

Overwhelmed.

2009-12-01T00:00:00.011+08:00

tagg replies:

stacie: hahas nvm la. i also rarely update...
hahas jus for fun larr. at least u enjoyed it :)
fun while it lasted.

zheeee: hahas yupp. outside tad shisha shopp.
tad we went in and din order anything and left
paiseh sia. hhahas
hw are u?
sat daamn high sia u.

xiiaoqiao: lol? u read my blogg??
yar. dun forget. she's mine too :)

weishan: LOL was quite funny cos i read like
eh?? hw come gt 2 makoto sia.
hahas hw was shopping tad day?

here are some fotos,

1, year 2 sem 2

2, working at SONYstyle @bugis and jp1/2

my dear<3

remember when i gave u the diary?

didnt really noe hw u felt,

jus expected that you would be very very happy.

but today when i popped by ur home,

seeing the watch in your hands,

this undescribable feeling of being loved jus overwhelmed me.

really.

i cant describe this in words.

okay back to my updates,

been really busy last weekend

trying to make up for lost time whilst working. (HIGH OPP cost)

managed to read up 2 chaps of EFMA. (yr 2 accounting fyi).

haiz but dun get a sh*t abt tad crappy module.

den i also managed to read up on biz finance which left 1 more chap.

(im gng to study tad after this :s ).

then on sat went over to TPY hub to meet felix and the rest.

zi min, wei shan, fran, stanley and wei xing.

sry ppl couldnt join u all to shop

cos i gtg study :(

hahs den went off wif dear to pizza hut for lunch.

hahas ended up spending alot of my study time in there.

den gt this CHINA couple beside us.

daamn irritating

keep staring at us like nvr see s'poreans b4.

_l_ fcuk off man.

go back to where came from.

at least dun stare. its rude.

esp when we're eating-.-

okayy speaking abt chinese,

here's a chinese joke tad dear shared wif me.

guess a idiom, the usual chinese 4 characters kinda idiom, chen yu.

猜一个谶语。蓝色的刀和枪刀枪不入

get it??

hahas if u dont. jus tagg me den i explain again on my next post. lols

dear i thank you so much for ur watch.

i really love it.

should i tagg a foto of it?

.Faith

2009-11-29T13:41:00.002+08:00

my dear,

have faith.

in yourself.

and in many other things.

Exhaustion.

2009-11-16T01:12:00.002+08:00

Tagg replies:

sarah: RW despo until even come my sch to recruit ppl sia. lols

dear:i not angry wif her for so long la. not so petty,
jus tad day i was really pissed. like daamn sian

this weekend has been terribly busy for me,
fri went over to Ritz to cover up for jonathan
den sat and sun worked at bugis as a Sony digital imaging promoter.
wad kinda fun, cos we had many wigs and sun glasses to play around with
and i even had to wear the elvis presley wig and shades to give out flyers.
hahas super retarded

finally i get to rest a little and tml the vicious cycle starts all over again
sucks to the core.

dear actually i procrastinated, whined and complained abt the job to u,
cos i was alr very comfortable to tell u how i felt about anything,
didnt really expect u to comfort me or say anyhitng at all
probably jus a listening ear.
so i was kinda sad when u made comments about me not being suited to the job and all.
im not actually saying that u dun comment at all,
but maybe its becos of my ego,
like if u feel that job doesnt suit me
you could actually tell me another day, when im back to my usual self

even though work was really a pain in the ass,
didnt really had much to talk to ppl
did alot of shit talking,
had to smile to those FCUKERs out there even though i didnt want to. at all.
and i have to go:
'good morning sir/mdm, today we are having a road show
where our professional camera man from japan is here to take photo for free
choose any of our costumes, and mix & match, and we'll give u a copy of the photo
4r size, with totally no charge or any conditions.'
then there are some nice ppl tad would at least take my flyer den walk away,
den some DOGS will jus walk off like im a eff-ing retard talking to the space infront of me.
so after enduring all these shit
i thot i could b*tch abt the job to u.

i noe all these are part of my job scope and all,
but still people do get really worn out from such jobs.

maybe im jus being too demanding from u,
whilst im not even good enough.

而且我不是故意不咬哄你的，
其实我真的是有点害羞，还有点累。
对不起，我爱你。

A whole new world.

2009-11-11T23:53:00.002+08:00

'A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you'

dear i know we've our own differences,
im also trying to cope with it,
plus its not easy to balance our r/s with sch work
maybe if im stressing u out
next time jus stop me before i start?
cos i thot it might be easier
if i could give u some advice on which work to start on 1st.

and i was freaking angry with ur grandma.
like super rude sia...
haiz but now thinking back,
its really a little late ba.
dear dun wry abbt it kayy?
i'll wait alongside u for u to get ur freedom slowly
for our freedom <3
i love u dear. jia you:)

Spot the differences.

2009-11-08T23:06:00.002+08:00

tagg replies:

huda: ? type smth leh wahh tagg den nvr say anyhting

sarah: okayy... but i can see tad u're like totally crazzy over them-.-

boss: hahas busyy laarrr... ok. linked

Spot the difference is a name given to a puzzle where two versions of an image are shown side by side, and the player has to find differences between them. Usually, the image on the left is the original, and the image on the right is mixed up with changes. Spot the difference games are also known as photo hunt games.
When a difference is found, the player usually draws a ring around the area in the second image. There is usually a notice above the puzzle stating how many differences there are to find. The solution is often given on either an answer page (puzzle book) or written upside-down beneath the puzzle (newspaper).

i know we have differences in the way we think
but it really sucks when it has to affect us so much.
haiz hope its all over alr and we dun have to quarrel over it again.

lols saturday was kinda fun..
worked under felix (some agency guy tad dor intro-ed me to work under),
as a mascot for Abott, Similiac.
as a bear sia.
big big bear!
nvr been so fat in my life.
nvr will be i guess~

hahas den went to celebrate my ahma's b'day somehwre at kallang.
Shiok sia, got coffee pork ribs, chilli crabs, black pepper crabs, scallops and other stuff.

den today stayed at home to chiong pbworks.
sucks ass man. totally sucked.
daamn boring and no link sia. sian.
but in the end went over to dear's :)
really enjoyed her company.

haiz but nw need chiong tutorials le. *yawns*
next week working for another event for felix again.
this time is for sony as a ambassodor or smth like tad,
party theme den need wear bandana. sure look like retard de.
hmm but again, the pay at resort world looks kinda good to me:)
but then new environment,
and the old RC ppl i might see there,
den feel wierd again.
sry la sarah.. wont be gng over soon.
but u can go enjoy working wif ur *ahem*
lols.

i love u. <3
dun ever tell me tad few words again kay?
because it really hurts when u say it
even when it was meant to be a joke
but i still love u dear :)

love

2009-10-29T00:26:00.004+08:00

Dear, i love u.

tears are just falling down without control.

dear i love u so much.

but sometimes i just love u the wrong way.

and i dun even noe its wrong.

this 'i love u' that im saying is not from my mouth

but from my heart.

2nd week

2009-10-27T03:02:00.003+08:00

tagg replies:

mikey: all the best u mean.

hahas same to u! dun pon too much lesson alr la

CHIONG MAN! do or die

hahas we shld go out soon. sad sia diff class le.

sarah: hahas hihi... eh wads gaze rock sia.. y u so into it-.-

chim like duno wad, nvr heard off b4.

ehs sry if it sounds offensive. jus being curious.

huda: WADD! ehs hw are u?

oh ya, wahh u reading spree ar, ur blogg all about books sia

and the skkinny blogg alot of nice foto sia.

nt badd

how cool if i can do this nw~

went shopping wif dear last sun :)

went hunting for her MP3/MP4 player

super sian at simlim can?

cos alot of shops but all sell same brand same models

wth la

den half the time i was like scaring her hw lousy the brandless ones are

like very lagg, v unstable, v sucky, and v v vv other negative stuff,

kept psycho-ing her to at least get one with a brand.

lols im nt being mean lor,

jus didnt want her to struggle wif another player

like her previous one tad jus spoilt.

super retarded, fast forward to next song need lagg 5 secs-.-

so we strolled around, and she saw this brandless one. called Meizu or smth,

white colour de, loook a little like mini ipod nano

den i jus anyhow test one random player, den lagg like mad

so after tad, i kept reminding her hw stupid those brandless stuff ar,

so finally she settle on this v v cool orange sony walkman player

hahas nice sia :) and $95 onli.

latr her parents called, so had to send her to orchard

so on the way there,

we saw this black ferrari puma sling bag

SUPER NICE

but freaking ex. 139.90 sia

haiz in the end dear said she'd share half wif me

as my 6th monthesary present from her. sweet rite:)

i really love it dear :)

so reached orchard ion

saw nice clothes

OMG spend again

freak~

bought a top and shorts total 109.

omg la one day spend 179.00 alone-.-

nw left jeans and shoes den no more spending le

muahhahaas happy tad i got new stuff

but at the same time, shagg sia

wallet dieded x 100000000

need sew up all the holes in my pocket.

den dear dun lemme work ;(

wan me rest more...

hahahs thx dear.

lots of ppl's bday cming this wk,

yiling,

vivien,

yan hong,

ahmad.

all the 0911BL ppl.

steam siol~

have fun ppl

back to doing my biz finance tut.

damn sian, cant slack le

cos tml 9am lect and i haven slp yet

sharks!

sorry dear,

for being so fierce again,

haiz its really nt easy at all...

muacks <3

sad

2009-10-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

isnt really a post.
dun tagg if its abt this post.

i didnt mean all those sarcastic stuff.
i din even noe i said such stuff.
thot it was like kinda ok.
haiz
but it makes me kinda sad.
like i dun even noe y it hurts so bad.
it does really.
i dunno.
but i really feel like shit now.

im sorry if i was really sarcastic.

Vicious cycles.

2009-10-21T01:44:00.004+08:00

Tagg replies:

Jia wen: hahas sowwie la, woke up too late. haas my blog daamn dead

BEE: sryy bee. lols tad day i was really angry.
haiz dun talk abt it. heys meet up again soon??
hahas mean while study hard

*sarah. dun work so hard. chillax special mention lehh. so better chill.

its been months since i last blogged.

so wont really go into the details

here's my holi schedule.
maple.
Ritz carlton,
Ritz carlton,
and more Ritz carlton,
+ F1@ paddock club (under ritz carlton),
and LOADS of times wif my dear :) :) :),
oh ya and the latest, bm0911 chalet.
++ last sat went to zoo wif Ritz ppl
Weiming, Si-on, jun ming, daiyu, peng hong, Yuli, and Jia hui. and ben who joined us latr.

was fun all in all
saved quite a bit.
but guess wif sch starting and all it'll all be gone soon
haiz anw
my new class,SBM 0828-BH
hhahas ANDY is still stuck wif me :)
and nw there's TRAVIS, CHERyL, Jia Yi and FER.
hahas hope its gng to be fun.
sad though cos dears nt wif me all the time le :(
haiz dun really like the feeling of studying again.
but guess its a do or die.

JIA YOU PPL OUT THERE :)
0911-BL ppl :)
SR PPL for ur A's. miss u ppl (.Tards)
SBXL 4
ritz ppl

dear...
really enjoyed our 5th mnths tgt,
enjoyed todays date too :)
really happy to see thhe smiles on ur face
i love u dear.
and i miss u to bits

aimless.

2009-08-30T01:32:00.004+08:00

tagg replies:

xiiaodor: the pretty pic was taken at the walk way below ur house

stacie: okays np
hahas funny sudenly as for her no. frm me...

huda: .... black.

jia wen: hahs yup me (: hw are u?

huda #2: yup black!

xiiaodor #2: lol nvm la its nt his fault, its the dad fault. wadver, alr over so long ago

ahmad: LOL u shuduup. stupid shit.

its been more than half a mnth since last updated.
lol so much has changed.
no more projs,
too much time on hand
worrying abt jobs instead of projs
hmmm here's some fotos to shw a brief description of stuffs happen'd to me

me and dor

@ my mom's office studying

dear eating candy floss HAPPILY

shocked face (:

v cool ambience @ white sands coffee club

a peep into my ex-canoeing shed

a pair of earings, pretty rite?

josh and his word birdie and family guy crapps

i shouldnt have felt the way i did just now

even worse, i shldnt have expressed it in tad manner over the phone.

but it was jus so demoralising

when i was jus so worried that there might be v dire consequences

and then u went on saying tad it would nt be v serious

maybe i was jus exxagerating

but i jus want u to be safe.

s.r.y.

<3>

_l_

2009-08-13T00:40:00.001+08:00

You both can jus go FUCK YOURSELVES in the wall.
cant even come for a rehearsal at 8am
medication big fuck ar?

Jehovah Rophi, our physician

2009-07-31T00:13:00.006+08:00

tagg replies:

Eloise: OMGoodness! shocked to see u here. hw u find my blog?
hahas im fine lor. jus that its nearing the end of the semester
so life's been really hectic.
hw abt u?

ant. : ahahas linked u alr

Mike: yup. but v sian no adverts yet.
ya LAR DAMN BUSY CAN?
nw best, all sick, class closed. heys take LOADS of care man
better see u back in shape soon. ahahhahas get well soon (:

this wk's been equally or more hectic than the last.
haiz. it jus sucks.
jus had the sharepoint presentation today.
nt bad lor.
jus that i feel wad we did for tad measly 10 marks was really waste of time.
hmmm really hope what i typed in my website would come to pass
"As for me and my household, we will serve the Lord"
~Joshua 24:15

BL-0911 is officially closed as of today to be reopen'd next wed
this is for u guys(girls):
GET WELL SOON, miss u ppl alot.
****
***slp more, drink more PLAIN water, pee and sh*t more,
**den rmb to eat medicine regularly
*God bless!

dear: high and fluctuating fever, cough, body pains, and sore throat,
and her sister, vivian, and younger brother, edmund, who are sick too.
nD: cough
Yiling: high fever,38+/- degrees
ray: sick
Mike: sick
Ahmad: sick
Josh: sick
charlottle: sick
Yingzhen: sick
Lis: high fever, cough, went to hospital for drips
zulaiha: fever and sick
saw yang: H1N1 (OMG)
dylan: flu, 6 days mc. (LOL MC-issuing frenzy)
pearlyn: sick
evelynn: flu
yanhong: gt MC
theresa: sick
Edwin: 39 degrees. (saw from your msn)
~~~~~~~~~~~i cant rmb anymore~~~~~~~
if u're nt in the list, im so srry,
its imperfect knowledge.
but anws to those who are sick out there, get well soon
+
this also goes out to Kok Wee.
anws get welll soon from ur H1n1.
after exam go chiong pool tgt.
better rest more
take care brother
God loves u(:

pictures, updating my life with colours. take look. if u wanna ask anyhting jus tagg.

dear, i have jus realised that you have alr become part of my life

not seeing you for a day is such a screw'd up feeling.

haiz im worried for u,

missing u to bits.

wanna see u healthy again

back to ur usual flombloyant self. (pardon my spelling)

sry for looking so stressed up the other day.

love u.

Lethargic

2009-07-24T12:08:00.004+08:00

tagg replies:

stacie: hahahs smiling.
trying to smile with all the projs
but they will all be gng away soon.
thx!

OMG its past 1 wk since i last blogged.
paiseh for taking so long
the week's been really busy wif the retarded econs and stats projs,
not forgetting the afa ICA2 which was quite retarded too.

wanted to post alot of fotos today
den my phone went dead yesterday cos i didnt charge
thankx dear for lending me ur phone (:
hahhas ur phone v cute sia.. alot of funny sound'
everybutton different sound de.

and i jus started on nuffnang.. quite cool
but duno when the ads will start coming out..
ppl help me click kaes?

yups. tats about it.
i really cant type much cos i cant remember
oh YA!
yesterdy after lesson, met dinie in lib cafe to do econs proj,
latr ahmad, den dylan and pearlyn joined us
was quite tiring.
so i really hoppe the presentation marks will be worth the while.
after pom lect dear joined me.
den for a short half hr i gt to leave for work le ):
sryy deear i couldnt acc u.

AHMAD adventures BUNDLE!
#1
there was this once,
ahmad went with us to swensens to eat
obviously its cos of the 1for1 deal.
hahhas but actually we also la.. shhh dun tell him. maybe he wont be able to read this line.
ya anw, he was like walking like nobody's business until we saw..
LOL never zip. in BISHANN mrt sia.
den in the end he use his lappy cover den zippped.
epic-retarded ness

#2
after one tut, cant rmb which alr.
lol me, nd, hong xuan was walking out of the classroom areas,
to go toilet.
hhhhahas lik usual being random talking random stuff.
den ahmad suddenly slaps his right thigh and say
SUCK MY ass!
hahas so nw we noe his ass is on his thigh.
hmm wonder what he have over at the supposed-to-be-ass-area.

tads all.
hahas nt v interesting though. lazzy la..
will be blogging fotos soon.

dear thx for what you have done for me,
doing for me,
and will be doing for me.
sometimes i really feel so overwhelmed,
thankx dear. i really appreciate it. <3

to say or not to say.

2009-07-15T23:28:00.002+08:00

there's something i wanna tell u about today.
struggled whether or nt i shld tell u.
but heys
its here in the end.
when u said u wanted to go home to sleep,
i was kinda disappointed,
cos i had brought my text and lect book wif me
intending to teach u but,
since u said u wanted to go home, den what else could i say?
hmm i noe i was kinda tired.
but ya. anws
latr on the way back to ur home,
these thots were running thru my mind
i guess u wasnt in the right state of mind
me either, we were both tired.
and gng back home too slp was a better decision.
sorry dear for being so childish again.
haizz.
and yup, tad was y i was kinda stone at the start
but den latr i was really tired (:

this post is dedicated to her.

tired. really tired

2009-07-13T01:18:00.006+08:00

tag replies:

stacie: hahas okay lor. i wasnt sad aactually. was stressed, i guess. but okay le
heys anw the cookies were gr8!

kok wee: ahahs okayy i noe i noe. if i nid a pool partner or anyhting will sms u de
me too hoh, busy man

mike: hahas i joking onli ma.
mus add life to ur blog wadd.
CONTRAST!

dor #1: hahas nw update le lor.
ppl tired ma

dor #2: (: (: (:

this week's been freaking hectic,
eoc presentation on mon
html proj submission on thurs
stats proj submission on fri

damn sian all squeezed tgt
wth man, i guess they draw amusment from
seeing us running around lik headless chickens
started to study alr. but v v slow.
cos i dun get most of wad i study
v brain dead ba i guess.

but enjoyed movie with dear last sat (:
we went to watch i love u, man
hahas the male lead was a sad case to the core.
he didnt have good guy frens at all
but had alot of female frens though.
anw it was abt him trying to get a good ffren b4 the marraige
so that the new fren could be his best man
freaking funny
its a movie tad u ought to catch.
but caution, there are many r21 slang in the movie.
i neeed a break soon!
RARGGHHHH~

dear, rmb the topic abt me being v n*rd?
im trying to work on it.
duno how to go abt it,
need more of ur hints.

2009-07-05T01:26:00.003+08:00

tag replies:

lisze #1: HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoOOOOOOOOOOoOooOOOOOOooooOOOOOO

lisze #2: what the crap? hahas dun french me please nd.
but i enjoyed the mandate. opps

lisze #3:hahas wad accident?? ) anyhow spamm. wth sia

jessica: hahas linked u le.
okayy, plan meeting soon ba. i shld be free

kay: hahas u plan ba.
lols u busier.
enjoying the ndp?
anw today gt rehearsal rite? saw alot of aunties walking around marina square. LOL
yyup okay. hope i rmb to change where i put the words

-nth to blog-

dear, i cant control my feelings for these kinda people
and i guess i've affected you becos of it.
i wanna help make things better for u.
i dun wan u to keep feeling so awkward
when ur mom asks abt this
if im ur boyfriend,
i guess i have a responsibility not only to share the happy times,
but also to help share your burden right?
i cant do much but this is the least i could do.

and each regret,
and each goodbye
was a mistake too great to hide
and your voice was all i heard
by: New Divide - Linkin Park

不顾一切的爱.

2009-07-03T00:55:00.003+08:00

tag replies:

stacie: ahahs okay.. anw is my new blogg skin really nice?

trying to enjoy. hahas

guo hao: hahas 1so2 gh rrite?
paiseh alittle blur.
thx for tagging.

kay:
hahas okayy?
thx

nD:lol U love man dates too right?
hahas damn u gay shit.

this week been quite fast and had many events.

sentosa.

andy's birthday,

movie at cineleisure with dear,

hahs ice age 3 was kinda funny. brainlessly funnny though

peaches was soo cUTE~

then today went to make the TUKY TUKY on our havaianas over at cine.
in case u dont noe wads tad,
its the crystal studs in the picture

then caught TRANSFORMERS 2-revenge of the fallen.
the show was really great.
optimus prime was hot,
the fallen was not so hot,
and of course, megan fox was HOT.

latr at nite after web camming

i drew this after feeling a little bored.

hahas

dear u like this?

even though its kinda R, i thinks its a little cute.

dear, actually i feel the same way too,

rmb i tried to cntrol my feelings before we started?

its lik i totally lost control of it.

i jus kept pouring

and pouring

and pouring.

stil pouring

and will continue to pour.

i love you dear <3

a false smile (:

2009-06-27T22:28:00.003+08:00

tag replies:

stacie: ahahs okay.. i'll eat the cookies soon. thanks (:
stacie #2: erm, yup. hahas random la.
anw u can thank andy at whatisandydoing.blogspot.com
and ya, thanks, i dun like school. onli like the people in sch.

nD: hahaas yup extended!
shiok sia.
but damn sian. gt loads pf projs left un finished
anw srrry for nt being able to make it today.

handsome: erm heyss do i noe u?
anw if u wanna say such stuff, at least leave ur name?
maybe u wanna try SPCA if u're tad desperate?
maybe got dying dogs to take u from behind.
hahas but if i noe u, den paiseh,
its jus wierd to have ppl that i duno the name saying such stuff in my blog.

trav: LOL u retard, latr i piinch u!
how come ur blog died?
wa lau. nvr update den end up dead.

its quite tiring to keep up wif the smiles
even when u noe that they aren't talking abt good stuff abt u
even if they are talking abt ur screw'd up stuff,
u jus got to smile it away.

this new skin looks kinda sucky.
like its been pieced together by me
actually it is,
i changed to fotos and alot of other stuff.

this week's been as busy as last week,
in fact even more busy.
so busy that i jus realised that its already saturday.

its been tiring both mentally and physicallly
i believe its also the same for u people out there
i feel for u. really.

many things happened this week
trust me.
too many.
sentosa,
projects,
Mango.

anw
here's a really racist joke that ____ told me.
i guess i shouldnt be saying the person's name here.
jus in case gt indian wan kill ppl
hahas
how do you shut a really talkative indian who keeps crapping nonsense beside u up?

~
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~
~
~
~
~
~ guess alr?

hahas u simply,
press the red dot on his head.
the mute button. DUH?

dear, i'm missing u like mad.
nt seeing u for a day is such a torture.
); ); );

3 miss calls.

2009-06-22T22:41:00.003+08:00

tagg replies:

mike: hahas water training jus start onli mah.
better invest in sun block soon.
protect ur skin and to make sure the tan give u an even tan, like the nice colouur u have on ur calves.
if nt latr lik uneven de.
like mine):

nD: lols long ago diabetes alr.

ahmad: lols its NA BEI.
anw this blog is clean. dun scold here u d*ck.
latr i flick mince pork into ur nasi padang everytime u eat.

stacie: o.O u read my blogg?
hahas yupp okays. will ask nd abt it.
thanks (:
if nt nice to eat den come haunt u.

nD: lols i thot $2 for "tiam you"?
hahas wait long for ur $2 per dvd~

today sent dear to sch for her proj.

damn early sia.

but was worth it.

to see the smile on ur face(:

we both stoned all the way to sch.

trust me. it was damn retarded.

at least i looked damn R ):

den i went off to the IBRC to do HTML while she went to the lib to do her proj.

recieved her call to say that she was coming over to find me.

but was onli until quite a while latr tad i realised,

she had missed call'd me 3 times b4 i actually picked up the phone.

.

//so i was like: "opps dear, paisseh for nt picking up the phone.

i didnt see"

.

//then she

immediately said: "ya lar, u see bak."

.

upon hearing tad, me being SO vulgar, heard it as ch33 by3.

i was like so shocked,

and to make things worse,

everyone around gave the "OMG! did u jus hurl vulgarities at caleb?" face.

cos dor dont use vulgar at all.

i couldnt accept the fact that i jus got scoldded by her.

den i jus walked out of the room to cool down and think about wad to say latr,

afraid to hurt her.

den latr when we talked abt it near the lift above cheers,

i realised that she had said "See Bak",

as in translated from hokkien, dead flesh.

cos i couldnt feel the vibrations from the phone.

and it was a slang used to decsribe ppl hu cant feel anyhting.

so PEOPLE who were there today.

like ahmad, lisze, andy, erm many others,

its purely a misunderstanding, she didnt scold me.

sorry dear, for not being able to think properly

and not ironing out the misundestanding on the spot.
after tad i jus stoned and studied stats at the 5th floor
until she came for her dinner break
lols i practically can memorise all the movie adverts from lido now.
tads abt it
.
.
.
.

~~~

these few days been pretty much busy for me,

going to sch for projs,

going to isetan scotts to work at MANGO,
.

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.
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.
.
my nametagg.
quite retarded la. lost nid give $5 sia.
cheapskate MANGO.
work would be like 10am-6pm
3-10pm,
and the meal breaks onli lasted less than 1hr,
and u cant really find anyhting to eat tad costs lesser than $4
so foods' pretty much freaking expensive.
lols works quite slack.
jus that its slack to the extent that i have to fold clothes all day long.
and thanks to lisze, vivien, and nD for accompanying during one of the days when i went to orchard to wait for dear's break.
hahas
thats abt it.
boring and tiring week.
i guess its abt the same for most of us chionging for proj.s
SCREW U TUTORS!
this ain't no break.
jus 2 weeks of hell for u to throw alll the unfinished work at us.

dear,
its because i care about you thats y i walked away.
i didnt want to hurt u more.
because i noe if i had stayed in the room and confronted u on the spot.
i would have made it alot much worse.
because when i thot i heard what i heard.
it really felt like a thousand knives peircing into my heart.
i guess u must have been so disapointed cos i actually thot u said that to me
but i wasnt in the right state of mind.
i was too shocked to thinkk properly.
sorry for hurting u again.
<3

a ring and a pink shirt.

2009-06-16T22:12:00.005+08:00

tag replies:

nD: eeeeewwwWWW~ ahmad cute?
lols u bah jiu tah stamp* ar?

*it means eyes paste stamp in hokkien. like blind like tad. for the not hokkien readers

dear: ahahs okayy. MUTOU ROCKS!

US!

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.
.
.

.

.

yesterday, we watched land of the lost at Grand cathay.

OMG LA RETARDED.

proffessor RICK MARSHALL=DUMB SH*T.

lols

SOMEONE SAVE THEM!

hahas was damn funy sometimes

lame actually became funy in the movie.

ate lunch at Aston's. i loved the chargrilled chick. SHIOK~

bought a small ring for dear.

really really really really really happy u like it.

then we mrt-ed over to harbor front.

went to henderson waves in 145.

(dear didnt noe she go b4, ahahas didnt noe it was called H. waves)

quite fun even though dear was totally feeding the mosqitoes.

and her feet gt red blisters!

omg la ask her wear my havaianas, she dun wan.

in the end gt blisters . make me feel so bad ):

but i noe u jus didnt wan my feet to feel pain too.

then walked around vivo and dear bought this

very very very very nice shirt from river island for me. I LOVE IT ALOT.

PINK!

but it was damn ex.

thanks dear for such a great month(:

my unglam,

retarded,

mutou,

not-good-with-words,

buang face,

skinny,

nt so tall,

vulgar,

wierd,

no experience,

and many many many more bad points,

thanks dear for overlooking them and loving me jus as i am.

love you dear.<3

i shall not list ur not so good points here.

baby i just wanna say: 一千遍我爱你
i Love u x 1000
<3

i didnt noe yogurt icecream was sour.

2009-06-13T17:11:00.004+08:00

tag replies:

nD: hahas shiok sia. next time bak kut teh wif u all soon.
lol yesterday spent too long travelling and finding place to sit ba.

mike: hahas okay
glad to hear that u controlled.
lols but u WERE very high. b4 i left u alr damn high.
affter tad u more high sia.
nvm
next time i help u control.
what are BRO's for?

went to amk hub to meet dear after her dance.
walked and chatted alot.
hahas THANK YOU dear for the black chain for my cross.
love it (:
latr went to J8 to walk.
i knew u were v tired alr.
but u jus wanted to spend time with me(:
and i really really appreciated the quality time we had.
even when u were so tired,
we took the stairs instead of the lift.
sry tad im really a 木头 sometimes.
have to think so long then realise what u were doing for me.

once again;
adventures of AHMAD #5
hahas this time,
he'll teach us how to survive in state of HUNGER.

#1: to imagine what ever u have in you hand is food.

#2: eat that imaginery food.
and lick ur fingers after u eat it.

#3: even if its tastes like tissue paper,
jus swallow it,
as though it tastes like popcorn chicken from KFC.

LOL this time, victim is still AHMAD,
witness's: joshua again, kavita, and many more.
and btw aahmad, yingzhen, lisze, mike, me and dor alr noe abt this.
u cant hide this time.

dear, i want to let you know that,
i'm so so so in love with you.
and i wish the times we spend together will nvr end.
<3

i want a camera. DESPARATELY.

2009-06-13T01:28:00.002+08:00

tag replies:

dor: heys dun wry abt it la.
im okay alr. hahas

mike: u better.
and practise more self control. s few small cups also seh..

-.-
went over to cineleisure after skiping POM lect.
hahas hong xuan poor thing.
help us tap all our cards
watched Ghosts of Girlfriends Past, with ray, lisze, ying zhen, nD, and dear.
was great except that there was a lot of censored language
tad i didnt wan dear to hear about.
like, on top, M*LF, and many other.
lols wth is it PG sia?

anws fri came along.
we went over to suntec's it fair after econs lect.
hahas squeezey like mad
but was fun
dunnnno y. lol push here push there.
den we mrt-ed to Haji Lane.
waaarrwwwww~
saw the shops from outside b4.
but nvr went in.
hahas we went into many shops
and took ALOT of fotos.
lol. even gt chased out by one of the boutique's sales person.
B*TCH!
saw a really pretty cuffling. $58 sia
another nice belt. $29.90
dear saw many pairs of earings and was soo tempted to buy a pair.
llucky i was there to protect ur poor wallet.
den went to one of the pubs after tad.
hahas paiseh sia
walk in sit down inside
den walk out like nth eeeever happened?
lol ffreaking sian la. at first.
thank God. the place we found the nice ambience we wanted.
hahas drank heineken and some small time cocktail.
those stuff fitted wif ur fotos and stuff, so if u wann to take a foto.

.love u too much.
am i breathing down too hard on you?

3 tear drops

2009-06-09T22:22:00.006+08:00

tripped.
nw standing again.

but dear,
i know u didnt mean it that way
(:

19 hrs work 5 hrs sleep.

2009-06-09T00:14:00.008+08:00

tag replies:

dor: hahas i try lo. i'll be more careful.
unless my emotions run wild.

a reallly nice vid clip.
lol damn funnnny
ways to escape from a fart.
HHAS damn lame sia. mus hear wif sound for maximum laughter.

camwhoring session with nD and dear while w8ing for Yiling's cheer leading to end.

arh arh arh~

RANDOM

lols random

all face focused*

cute rite?

fat face!

hahas

too tired and lazy to type stuff.

ahmad's unglam again.

lols today during old man's lesson,

we were instructed to use pie charts to present data.

den he didnt noe how to make one in the mircosoft office.

so i told him

jus type: "- pie chart"

hahas he totally believed.

until we told him we were joking.

den latr v du lan.

LOL damn full.

iwan to sleep.

dear, its true. its not a dream.

u try to pinch urself.

if pain den means u're nt dreaming.

7 Sins

2009-06-07T22:16:00.001+08:00

Greed:	High
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Very High
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	High

Discover Your Sins - Click Here

i'm sorry. really am.

2009-06-07T11:02:00.003+08:00

tag replies:

ahmad not-handsome: hahas come la! u also dunno where,
heys look out for the ahmad section again.

mike: heys bro,
u okay nt.
rest at home today ba.

dor: hahas ya lo. mike, dun sad. at least gt ppl wan to suan u la.

fri:
after sch went to study in the library
whilst waiting for 4pm(her dance practise) to come.
in the end while waiting for 825 to go to Chao's house,
dear called to say her dance was canceled.
went over to his place together.
hahas finnaly went to ur house, Chao!
hmm was abit awkward at the start though
in the end we had our bbq and it was quite fun for both of us.
hahs enjoyed seeing u smile while u helped me start the fire (:
latr in the nite, after sending her home,
came back to Chao's and had a whole nite of mahjong and some TF2.
hahahs missed u ppl alot. 1S02. and nw gt new member of the class, ROCKY!

sat:
dear came over.
hahas intended to study,
but was too tired.
ended up slping all the way till lunch time.
haiz.
but still, was happy tad i could get a job over at MANGO, isetan.
thx dear.

latr at nite.
met up wif nD, mike, and ray.
had dinner at Chomp Chomp.
hahas Shiok sia the food. mmmMMM~
we took a stroll to the playground to have our CHILL session.
i'll nt go into the details of hw long or hw far we walked.

we took random fotos
burned dry leaves,
tried burning the leaves wif the Vodka. ahahs can light up sia.
lol i even tried burning the liquid in the bottle.
ended up almost burnt.
but din really enjoy the nite.
din expect the 40% to be so strong.
lucky gt ray and nD.
heys bro's, ps for causing shit for u
esp nD, one night b4 ur work.
thx and sorry to ur dad too.
haiz, sorry Lord for nt controling myself.

anws.
enough of the heavy topic.
back to Ahmad.
hahas most recent update.
1 unique characteristics of the guy;
i see bahpoh i steam sia~
LOL next time see that kind,
mus tell ahmad hoh.
if nt v sad, nt enuf eye candy for him.
HAHAHAS sUcker!

come to the father,
though ur gift is small,
broken hearts, broken lives,
he'll take them all.

the power the word,
power of ur love,
everything was done so done,
so u would come.

its imperfections my dear,
thanks for giving me a chance
to learn with you,
but if anything happens, u got to tell me kae? <3

LG ku990

2009-06-04T21:01:00.003+08:00

tag replies:

dinie: NO LOR
microECONS sucks my @ss~
hahahasxzxzxzxz
hahas-tsekoh tse koh tsekoh tse koh tsekoh tse koh tsekoh tse koh

ahmad: i hope u'll be satisfied by my low-ahmadadventures-profile blog post
hahas if lik tad still nt enuf den i dun care u alr
and duno hu's nub leh.
cant lrt
BUA GUA u man.
lard-ify ur door. den u cant go out of ur house!
lols

mike: ya ya zhi lian d*ck
lols
somekinda gina act lao peh
hahas sad rite?
next time better bring more sweets wif u
if nt taste SUAN too much nt good for ur gastric!
LOL

xiaodor: hahas got update ar.
jus lo
last few days so busy
hw to update sia
v tired de lehh..

SH: ahahas
i got put on my msn pm ar
lols
so hard to find meh
gt ppl intrude my privacy
so i nvr leave it ther alr.
hw was the celebration?
fun ma?
wad u all do?

these few days been reali hectic for me.
both physically and emotionally.
so much stuff
so little time.
but still
it was worth it.
POM was a little too much. but at least,
on the brighter side, its over.
and still going strong, rite dear?

ahmad adventures #3
hahas too much to put here.
so i guess i jus put one the many.
or maybe not.
he's quite sad alr
cos the whole class knows that he doesnt noe how to take the lrt
thank me for nt blogging anymore of ur 'paiseh' moments.
for NOW onli. muahahahs

tml im gonna go bbq wif .Tards and my fellow SRjc-ians.
hahas
miss u all alot.
hw's MYE and hw's the 'so-called-holi'?
$10 ar so ex.
ask chao payy la
he so filthy rich lo.

"我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头" 白色风筝by周杰伦

horse >> bull >> pig >> casing of computer

2009-06-02T01:51:00.005+08:00

tag replies:

nD: put pic le la.
ppl phone lost rite?
no pity or compassion for a person hu lost his phone one leh
RETRO phone nice la, but no cam ma.-.-

vivien: ahhahas, holi's we all go tgt lo
sure v fun de. but dun wan 不怕不怕 le

mike: heys bro. its okay la.
but try to make time lo.
jia you!
we can go chill again soon.
after ica's though.
dun scold scold la
stupid ray's gina (hokkien)

julius: staff, AT EASE!

WW: hahas okayy.. shy -.-
wed u going?
i nvr buy anyhitng fr her sia

trying to catch the black bird-.- wth laa

me in the yellow thingy, with char's punch ):

WARRRHWWW~

ahahas neo printt

i look kinda bloated here. duno y

random fotos we took whilst in econs lesson.
damn sian la elasticity-.-

wthh sia

today update on ahmad.

AHMAD's adventures #2!
* this episode got guest star; joshua, our witness from adventure #1
this time. its how to escape from n*pple attacks

#1 u simply start the ball rolling by pressing ahmad's, opps! i meant someone's nips
#2 hide in the cubicle in the toilet.
#3 dun go out no matter wad he tells u
#4 u'll soon realise that u're stuck inside cos he doesnt want to let u out any more
#5 HAHAHS den llookie up, he's climbing over to ur side
#6 den u jus look back and climb over to the other side. and run out.
#7 so that dumb person (AGAIN its u-noe-hu) will get inside ur cubicle but realise that his bag is still inside the locked cubicle that he jus climbed out of.
#8 whilst pursue-er is stuck trying to get his bag, u jus run away to koufu.

any coincidence this time again, simply means u are either dumb, or jus very dumb.
but still nt with any intention to laugh at anyone,
exxcept for the fact that,
ahmad is the pursue-er this time
and josh is the n*pple pinch-er and managed to escape.

okay enuf of random shits.
today went on a random date to pasirris
hahas really quite random,
cos i was holding her lappy whilst we walked to the beach.
but it was great.
enjoyed every single moment wif u, dear (:
even though ther were retarded ppl hu blasted disgusting music and start to dance half naked*.
totally spoilt the atmosphere.
shall nt go into the details again.

*and H, if u're reading this, i meant the top half. and guys. so dun get H.

and heys.

i was really tired.
sry i had to nap.
left u waiting alone infront of ur lappy.
sry nD, i din noe b4 i went to slp.
i din noe until i woke up.
but u were alr slping.
ps ray and kokwee. afk cos bathing.

Dont worry dear, i'll try harder
give me time, give us time
i'll try to improve the prob, best to solve it(:

the words might be washed away by the waves,
but it'll remain 4ever in our hearts.

M1 rulexzxzxz = m1 rule-tzekoh tze koh tzekoh~

2009-06-01T14:06:00.004+08:00

M1 rulexzxzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz xzxz = m1 rule-tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh tze koh tzekoh~

DISASTROUS!

2009-05-30T21:42:00.003+08:00

tag replies:

julius: hiiii. u gt blogg? share leh. i wan see also

dor: hahs nvm la
dun care him
i nid interesting stuff to entertain my rdrs ma.
no choice have to xi sen ahmad

vivien: hhahahs where gt poor thing lo
he made us laugh until our stomach so pain lo
we then poor thing
WA SHIOK LIAO
can go eat crabb all these. no more braces (:
and and and and......
URHHHH~

mike: where gt xia lan.
is u nub leh.
HHAHAHAS joking la
life mus have "SUAN tian ku la" ma
even though u always taste alot of SUAN by me.

jason: okayyy
WDV.
hw's ur life nw?
wad u doing?

met dor for breakfast
hahas the nasi lemak damn shiok
and i finnaly went kbox today
wow k-box yuan lai so complicated one
so many buttons on the cntrler
lol i shall nt go in to the details like the 不怕不怕-.-
pls dun talk abt it dear.

tml gt to serve again.
need to reach by 745am sia
): ): ):
but still i love serving him, God.

MMMMM~
chilli crab noodle v nice lehh

looking forward to my black&white.
(: (: (:

to get thru the gentry

2009-05-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

tag replies:

Mike: hahas shudup la mike
DB boyy.
lol dun whole day do your d*ck face in front of me
damn disgusting u noe?

nD: hahas u sure??
or is it :" zou kai la. bu yao gen ni suo hua le"

karen; yupp mine too
damn sian one la...
lol last until 2wks latr sia-.-

dor: hahas no choice ma.
wo de softtoy
anw nt onli i bully u lo
u also poke me lo~
*hehe he~*

to pass through the LRT gate,
there are 4 steps:

1. tap your card.
if it doesn't open,
which its nt supposed to-.-
its the kinda walk-thru-while-it-spins-kinda gentry

2. so u have to kick the gentry,
so that it'll spin one round,
den u realise that u have to jus walk without anyhting opening
den try to climb past the gentry
cos u alr kicked it half way
and u will realise by now u have alr gotten stuck.

3. den you come back out-.-

4. den u have to tap your ez-link card
for you to waste another trip's worth of money
in order to get in,
which u could have
if u were not
D*mb enough.

hahas this is a true story
any similarities is purely coincidental
except for the fact that.
ahmad is the victim of the LRT gentry
and josh was the witness.

LOL AHMAD!
U GT OWNED BIGG TIME.
PRAY HARD NO ONE READS THIS particular post.
HAHAHHAHHAAAS

no more~~
*turns both hands*

a tired Dor is a funny Dor.

2009-05-27T21:48:00.003+08:00

tag replies:
stacie:
hahas yup! touched la. lol same class = more nonsense.
sian miss 0815.
lazy link la ):

wanwen:
hahas theresa, at least say smthing la
other than: hi, i tagged-.-
eh jia you for tml's econs ica

Karen:
3 WEEKS?
isnt that like freaking long??
hw come?

today's been really hectic.
after rushing thru stats lab and tut,
den POM.
all the stupid tut's over alr braindead-.-

den after sch went to library to study econs.
ray left us for his serangoon cc.
u RMB THIS
PANGSEH US
hahas.
dor jus slept.
andy jus copy his graphs.
vivien was like urhh?
den yi ling, keep say: 'bu yao dong wo la'

mom came to take my lappy ):
in the end we ended up eating hotdogs instead of studying.
we went to the research carrels to study
thinking that without any external disturbance,
can study better
in the end
worse
nicer to slp
-.-

sian la
econs damn shit
suck my balls la
crappy module.
who dun wan study econs?
*raises my hand*

horse + donkey = ass
horse + horse = horse that can go meh~ meh~ like a sheep.

k630i

2009-05-26T21:31:00.006+08:00

tag replies:

Karen:

hi (: how are u? all the ica's streaming rite?
still gt time to swim anot?

YiLing:

hahas nvr laugh la. giggle can?
hehe...

dor's old fren and old fren 2:

are u both the same person?
regardless of yes/no to that question, if u're talking to her,
y dun u jus tagg at her blog?
lol jus click "softtoy" on my profile.

Me:

oh! heys thx for tagging. hope i wasnt v fierce (:

never expected myself to lose my lousy phone.
and there is actually a dumb person actually stupid enough to take a $0 phone and not return it
-.-
all my precious memories.
wif .tards, the ODDs and 911
haiz... other memories gone too.

anw ica's streaming in.
feeling the tutorials filling up to the brim soon
starting to yawn alot in class.
die le
hope holis come soon

erm if u dun mind, please offline msg me your hp no.s
cos i lost my phone if u still dun noe-.-
miss my phone badly nw.
miss the songs
miss.

Check Yes Juliet:
"Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If u give them the chance"

my first.

2009-05-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

everything has a start i guess.
and im blogging cos my softtoy wanted me to have a blog
cool rite?
go 7eleven, maybe u'll find another softtoy.
but u cant find anyhting like her.
she's one and only. mine.

anw
now so sian.
no handphone
SUCKER TAD ASS HU TOOK MY PHONE.
GO BANG WALL LA, $0 phone also wan.
): steal all my presious memories...

uhh. if u are reading this post.
please at least freaking tagg.
so that i noe that at least got ppl read.
if nt i'd be blogging for nth.