Thursday, December 16, 2010

i can only imagine what it would be like.
to not try so hard sometimes
not feel so stressed that what if i dont do well enough.
that why the fuck do i have to try so hard, only if i was just that someone that didnt have to worry about all these.
why
'i cant take it.
i duno why
i cant take it nw
imbreakingapart
realy
why is life so IRONIC
FUCK FUCK FUCK

why do i have to live up the standards of u fucking assholes who go to church every week
im so tired
why do i have to try to be a good christian
cant i speak my mind?
why do i have to be so nice to all u assholes who i think is just acting along with me.
fuck off la
fuck me
fuck all this shit
and nw im just reduced to rambling to myself on this shithole of a blog.
seriously.
what is life?
what are we doing this for?
what the fuck is the meaning of everyhting
analyzing stupid economic details
waht the fuck la
seriously.
shoot me in the head. please.
(x)--(x)

Khaylerb; 9:35 PM